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Rabbit Holes and Wise Old Crows

3.5'x5.5' art quilt, titled; Rabbit Holes and Wise Old Crows
This is on my design wall and nearing finish. Just a bit of hand quilting left, detailing the rabbits and then putting the binding on. This is a large one for me...just over 3 ft. x 5 ft.  It is a fabric collage but after seeing it I am inspired to create a painted artquilt version.  Probably not identical but along the same lines and size.  

This piece was inspired by my ongoing exploration of alternative media/"truther" information and conspiracies.  I always find that the deeper I go down a rabbit hole it either unravels itself or unfolds in a spiritual direction.  This age offers much to explore and since creativity has always been the vehicle through which I engage such explorations, I think this piece is a great reflection of that.  The appearance of the crow was totally unexpected as I worked.  I knew I wanted to do a piece that reflected my explorations, so rabbit holes seemed a fun theme to work with.  The appearance of the crow emerged along with an awareness of my ability to trust my own intuition about which information/perspectives to embrace and which to discard. 

The rabbit holes I was exploring as I worked on this piece led me to the binary and trinary nature of two different sentient oils (black goo).  One, the trinary, organic to this planet.  The other, binary, alien to this planet (probably from meteorites).  Understanding the information provided by German scientist Harald Kautz-Vella on this subject tied together decades of my research and study into the nature of true spirituality and it's seeming foundation in duality. Fascinating!  Good and Evil fully explained and it's sources revealed beyond mythology and narrative.  I love it when that happens.  Give Harald a listen on youtube if your interest is peaked.  His interview by Randy Maugans is especially powerful though I have listened to all english interviews published on youtube and learned a lot from each. ( a couple of links at the bottom of this post)

Anyway, I will post this artquilt again when completed, but for now I am enjoying my newly installed 20 ft. design wall and just wanted to share what I've got on it today.  Love having a fully functional studio after so many years of making do and moving from place to place. I see lotsa new work in my future and expect to have a blast creating it. Off to Houston in a couple of days for the International Quilt Festival to amp up the inspiration level and see what new goodies I can bring home with me.




Boo, Thanks, Merry & Happy...

The holi-daze season is just around the corner so I thought this might be a good time to take a moment and, well, address a few things once and for all. Besides, having a post I can simply reference each year around this time might be a good thing. I mean, if I address all the issues right out of the gate, maybe people might stop with the assumptions that tend to arise this time of year and actually take the time to know a little bit more about me and my choices...at least with regard to the holi-daze. Probably not, but a gal can dream.

First let me say I wholly support everyone's choice to celebrate and worship in whatever way they choose.  I see it as a reflection of the depth of person's commitment to truth and living in alignment with it individually.  As I respect that in others I simply would appreciate the same.

As for Halloween.... I like it because of the candy. If I hand it out to the kids that ring my bell I can get away with eating at least a third of it myself. Yep. It's that simple. I only buy the good stuff, not the cheap bag of assorted who-knows-what....because, like I said, I eat from the same stash. Oh...and for the record, yes, I studied and know all of the historic and esoteric associations connected to it and these are simply not part of the aspects I engage.  Besides, it's almost the only time I see kids out and about, running around having fun and acting like kids anymore, since the digital age has en-tranced them to such a staggering degree. So, yep, no devil worship going on here...just getting my sweet tooth on and enjoying kids playing dress-up.

As for Thanksgiving.... I like it because of the food!  That's it.  No Indian/Pilgrim exchange programming going on here.  It's the food!  Turkey and dressing with cranberry sauce, sweet potatoes, green bean casserole and spaghetti...  Yes, in my family we do spaghetti. My grandma always had spaghetti because my grandpa was full blooded Italian and so there was always spaghetti at Thanksgiving. Homemade spaghetti...none of that jar stuff. And I love having my kids and grandkids all under the same roof at one time. This is what I am thankful for...food and family. 

As for Christmas.... I don't do it! Plain and simple. Haven't for decades!  It is the one holiday I treat as the pentacle of my spiritual awakening and I simply refuse to participate in any way shape or form.  The religious programming connected to this day has become so abhorrent to me that I can no longer smile, nod or in anyway allow my silence to let others think it is even remotely a part of my life.  While I haven't celebrated this day in decades, for the most part I haven't spoken out about it so as to not offend those who do.  Well, I'm done with that. If you are offended, that is about you...not me.  I have spiritually awakened to such a degree that I see all of religion as offensive... but not for the reasons you might think.  If you love me, if you consider yourself my friend, please read on.  Because I cherish each and every one of you! 

My life has been dedicated to spiritual awakening.  I have researched and dug deeply into the history of all religions and I can guarantee, if anyone took the time to do this on their own, without the religious programers interference, they would not only walk away from this holy-daze, they would run from all associations to it and the religions that reinforce it. But be careful...true spiritual awakening will unplug you from most things in this world....especially the God cults!  And lest you think I do not align with a power greater than myself, a higher power, so-to-speak,  The Source of all that truly is...well I do!  It is this Source that has awakened me to such a degree that I know It is not the 'God' of this world which Christianity worshipped, celebrated and promoted through the greatest marketing program ever fashioned. Do what you want to with that, but understand that I am not opposed to your choice to believe the things you are told.  Your programing on all fronts is safe. Religious, governmental, financial, educational, legal, national and corporate programs are alive and well and I consider everyone's freedom to join in them to whatever degree they wish.  I will leave this subject with one last bit of information....a piece of truth that, upon discovery, shocked me to my core. Shocked me awake! Christianity is the light aspect of Satanism.  Yes, Satanism.  Satanism is a real and practiced religion, disguised and woven in to the very belief structure that seemingly opposes it, namely Christianity.

The tenants of Satanism are dualism; light and dark, good and evil.  Satanism believes in good and evil and it promotes the aspects of both. It literally feeds off of the conflict between these two aspects and therefore promotes a 'light' side and a 'dark' side.  Anyone associated with any Christian religion is simply practicing the light side of satanic worship unaware. It is a blood cult of ritual sacrifice and has duped good-hearted souls into a trance so deep they worship the image of a man nailed to a cross without questioning it.  They symbolically drink his blood and eat his body in 'communion' with a ritual blood sacrifice.  They bought the lie that he died for their sins when in truth the Christ message is quite the opposite. That we are without sin...that we are not our body! It was painfully difficult to awaken to the truth of how Christianity was hijacked.  But this is the truth to which I was guided by the true Source of all that is!  For decades now I have been shown how deep this programing runs and how devoutly Satanism is practiced.  Satanism is at the helm of not only our churches, it covertly runs our government, our educational and financial systems, our corporate structure and our legal system.  Good and evil are it's tenants. Light and dark are what it feeds on....literally/energetically!  The Satanist in our world are indeed devout. More devout that any 'Christian' you can think of or name.  And you'd be surprised to discover that those at the very top of that structure know this...and are practicing Satanists as they don the robes of the light aspect of their one true religion.  

You shake your head and wonder what this world is coming to. We all do. Some of us have just figured it out.  With never ending wars, murders, mass killings, child abduction, sex trafficking and pedophilia, governmental and corporate corruption and the list goes on, it is easy to see...for those with eyes to see.  Satanic devotion, the practice of good vs. evil is the foundation of all that is dominating this world.  Ending it begins with our willingness to awaken from the deep trance of religious programming and step into true spiritual freedom.  I have done this. I am here if anyone wants to explore their own awakening....  I do not judge. I once believed deeply in the very things I choose to now expose.  Belief is not knowing. Belief is a program. The miracles in your life need not be attached to a program.  The miracles you have experienced belong to the Source of all....and that is quite simply not who you have been led to believe in. It is time to give credit where credit is due and awaken from this false light program. I have numerous resources and information to back up these things I speak of. My door is open to any who want to truly seek.  The choice not to is yours. Just know, that choice is what keeps the program alive and well and keeps the Satanists safe.  This is why I do not celebrate Christmas. This is why I have chosen to risk offending those who do not appreciate the gift of my transparency!  

As for New Years Eve... I'm simply too old for that shit! LOL! 

With love and true joy I thank those of you who read this whole post.  I will be celebrating the future in further transparency and invite any who would like to do the same to join me.  Feel free to pass this post on to any you think might be interested.  If you hate it and all that it stands for, consider for a moment the very real nature of something called Cognitive Dissonance.  Google it if you don't know what it means.  It held me in its grasp for quite a while.  But there is freedom from it if you want and the rewards are great indeed.

Happy holi-daze!